I got married to my late husband who was 15 years older than me. and i loved him because he loved me. i loved him to the point that i understood what it was to have true adult love in my life he was my friend, my love my life . He passed away with brain cancer .i never thought this day would come or it would be like this life went different things as lots of thing went through my mind i don't have very much family to interate with than my little kids